I neverrr use xanga much anymore,
Only really to browse through things.

Well i just updated a few things,
Like my picture, cause it was from 2005 or some shit.
This is me now :)

Aiight, Well toodles :)

Its been over a year since ive wrote in this thing.

Im just checking in.
&&
Im still alive.

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   Wow, Havent updated in a while. Xanga just isnt cool anymore, pretty sad. lmao. Anyways...How is everyonee? Good i hope...&& I hope you all had a great valentines day! Mine sucked lmfao, I mean i have a boyfriend and all I just never see him, so yeah we didnt do anything, but oh well. Its alright, im not sweatin that crap.
   Hmm, I finally got my freakin Ipod to work. thank godd! ive had it since December 31st, 2005 (My 16th Birthday) and i JUST got it to work last monday, February 13th, 2006. lmfao, over a freakin month! anyways, im in LOVE with it, i have 500 songs exactly on it right now. I have to keep it charged, i listen to it like 24/7! Its so simple, but i had to take my PC and the ipod to best buy and get those GEEK SQUAD guys to help me. Lmfao...It wasnt workin before, like i thought my computer wouldnt have a 2.0 usb, but it does, so yayy i didnt have to pay 80 dolllars for the parts && to install some more crap.
   This week has been slow, and just boring, but my whole life is boring, lately ive been happier, i have no idea why, cause nothin in my life has really changed, i just dont feel as stressed and crappy, it feels good. =]
   On wednesday we went to buy my dad a suit. we went to this one place, and like one suit, with nothing included, just a jacket and pants were like $650 dollars, I mean we are nothing near rich, and thats just TOO freakin much to pay for something that my dads only gonna use a few times, so we went to this other place, and my dad paid $220 dollars for everything, suit, 2 ties, shirt, shoes, && alterations. and thats an awesome price compared to 650. thats ridiculous, i mean if youre a wealthy person then thats good for you to buy. anywayss...
   Ummm, Lets see, my dads gone for a couple days, i last saw him yesterday ((Friday Feb 17th, 06)) at like 6:30am, and hes comin back tonight sometime kinda late, he had to go to some meetings in raleigh. && thats why he needed the suit for, hes got this huge meeting to go to;; 7,000 + people are gonna be there.
   On monday im prlly gettin my moneyyy, from the last car accident i was in, umm, it was pretty bad, im still messed up from it and all that, but im gettin like a shitty amount of money. only near 2,000. its just not right, all the accidents ive been in, i always get 1,500 or somethin near that, but this one was BAD, it totalled the fuckin car! i mean jeez. well anyways. I was thinking, that i want allll this stuff, but i think im gonna save my money. I need it, Orr i will need it, very desperatly in my near future. Ill need it to go back to school, and for my car. and all that other shit. so i mean i know 2,000 isnt nearly enough for schooling or a car, but it is a start, and i think imma open a bank account, well savings account or whatever, but as long as i can get to it incase of an emergency or whatever, cause i dont wanna open it, if its gonna mean i cant get to it at all until im 18, cause what if something happens and i need it bad? so yeah well thats what i was thinking with that.
   Last night my mom and i went to my grams for a few hours, helpin her clean up some, cause her house needs it bad. shes not doing very well as of now and im very very worried about her, i dont want anything to happen to her, but all her doctors think shes not gonna live past this year. but she on the other hand believes in herself, & believes she has 2 or 3 more years left in her. And i really think that faith and beliving in god, and in yourself has more to do with it all than what youre diagnosed with, and how long your doctors say you have to live. I love my grandma so much, i hate to think that something bad might happen. but its constantly on my mind. I feel so guilty about everything. My grandma is one of the biggest influences in my life. she means the world to me, she was pretty much my mother most of my young life, she taught me what i know now, she is the one who matured me. it just literally brings tears to my eyes thinking that we may lose her. I wanted her to be able to go to my wedding and see me get married and all that, and i HOPE to god that she is still alive when that time comes. I love her so much, she is literally like second mother. Everything reminds me of her, She has done so much for me, too much to ever say. I just love her. I hate thinking about this in a negative way, i hate it so much. im just really worried about her. and i dont want to talk to anyone about it, i feel like ill jinx it or something, and i definitly do not want that. I just would rather keep all my feelins about this inside, its hard to talk to people about stuff like this. well anyways, i just want you guys to keep her in your prayers, i would appreciate it so greatly, and so would she. Thank you =]

   Well ive shared all my thoughts, && i guess thats all i have to say right now, im gonna go and get dressed and do my makeup and all that, i went to bed really early last night, compared to what time i normally go to bed, anyways i went to sleep at 11pm, and i woke up at like 3am, and ive been up ever since, andd i think im gonna go clean my room, it desperatly needs it! lmao

well byee and ill update in another week or so ;)

-Christy Laine

Well.

I havent wrote in here in a long time. Nothin really to say. I always say that though, so whatever. lmao. Umm this week i didnt do a lot, like always. I got to see Angela, which was really suprising, and out of the blue, but it was cool, i havent seen her in like FOREVER, i miss her and her crazy self. :( anddd lets see Umm, Like on tuesday or something, i went shopping, bought a pair of cute jeans, and 9 shirts. it was fun. And then friday, kayla, calvin, and i went to the movies, and we saw 'when a stranger calls'. most people didnt really like it i guess, and critics gave it like a D- But i on the other hand really liked it. i thought it was a really good movie. then today calvin, jake, kayla, and I went to the skate park or whatever. it was SO fun, so many hot guys, wow, but umm, yeah i dont really fit in there at all, cause im not 'skater' or whatever. but it was fun though. i had a pretty good time there. but my "BOYFRIEND" seems to think im a 'POSER' how great is that?! lmao. anyways. that was my week or whatever. Hmm, on monday ive got some stuffs to do, i have to go shopping again, cause theres something that i want really bad, and i gotta take my PC to best buy to install a 2.0 usb thingy. And i think thats all, ohh we gotta go to the lawyer too. so thats what i have to do on monday. which means i gotta go to bed early on sunday or be pissy all day. blah. oh well thats all im gonna say for now. xoxo

-Christyy

I thought this was pretty funny, harsh, but ya know how that goes.

  
Hes so effin gorgeous.

Alrighty, so.

Nothin much has happened lately, like always, same ol. Did pretty much nothing all week, cept monday, i went out to see lacy and joey and they werent there, i dunno where they are, but what sucks is i cant call em cause i dont have long distance on my home phone and i have NO money on my cell. but anyways, Today felt really long, i hate those days that seem to go on forever. But hm, lets start at the beginning. I woke up at like 5;30ish am. Went with my mom to take my dad to work. came home, watched tv til about 10 then i went to sleep, then woke up at like 12ish. I took a shower, did my hair and make up && all that jazz. then i got on the computer and i was just bein dumb, makin videos, lip synching to songs and all. i made 2 so far, one is the 'Hey Mickey' song, off bring it on, and the other was umm, hollywood undead's i must be emo. that one was FUN! lmfao. i was tryin to be like the people on youtube.com, but go there, and watch like all the videos of 'two chinese boys' omg theyre fuckin hilarious. Anywayss..my mom went to pick my dad up at like 2pm. they came home and needed me to go with em to h&r block to do our taxes. i didnt wanna go, so i stayed home, and my brother and i cleaned some. and like an hour later my mom came back cause my dad forgot some stuff. and so i went with her that time. saw this guy that ive like alwaysss thought was so gorgeous. anyways, went in there, and helped with all that stuff. anyways. after that, for dinner was...you guessed it, pizza. ugh, but yeah we got that new cheesy bits thing or whatever its called. i didnt eat it though so i dunno what its like. anyways. i talked to kayla for a bit. she had to go. so yeah im writing in this to kill some time. Andd lets see tomorrow im goin shopping. yay, i want some jeansss so baddd. anyways, then im goin to go to best buy to find out some info on this whole 2.0 usb thing, cause i know nothing about it, but i do thank mel sooooo much for helpin me. wow at least i know most of what to do with my ipod now. anyways. i guess thats all for now. so ill post laterr if somethin happens.

-Christy Laine